Do I hold a knife in my hand

Six friends.

A reunion of former classmates.

An unsolved murder.

A gruesome death casts a shadow over a reunion of former classmates in this chilling and imagination-stirring thriller about an unsolved murder, six friends, and the secrets they’ve been hiding from each other—and from themselves—for a whole decade.

Ten years after graduating Jessica Miller She is planning her triumphant return to the elite Duquette University, even anticipating the envious whispers of those around her. Ten years earlier, Jessica’s dreams had been shattered, and she had lost her one true love. But now everyone will see a different young woman—confident, successful, and beautiful—rather than the girl she was in college when the murder of Header It ruined the close bond between her best friends and left an indelible mark on their lives.

Not everyone, however, is ready to move on. Not everyone is willing to let Heather’s killer go unpunished. Someone is determined to catch the perpetrator of this chilling unsolved crime and seek justice. The six friends come face to face with what happened that night. And they uncover what has been kept hidden—unexpected, painful, and revealing.

Nostalgic and mysterious, steeped in the story of a friendship forged by a horrific tragedy and surprising secrets, the psychological thriller *Is It Me Holding the Knife...* is a page-turner.

„A complex and terrifying mystery... Fans of novels like „The Girl on the Train“ at Paula Hawkins и „Don't Say Goodbye“ at Gillian Flynn “They won't be able to put this book down... It's for anyone who loves to walk, hair standing on end with terror, along a dark, winding path." New York Journal of Books

„A captivating debut... Winsted masterfully keeps the reader guessing who the killer is until the very last page.“ Publishers Weekly

„Packed with intrigue, scandals, and so many unexpected twists that it rivals Donna Tartt’s *The Secret History*.„ Booklist

„Tense, full of unexpected twists, and chillingly terrifying. In her debut novel, Ashley Winsted dares to ask how much we can trust the people we know best—including ourselves. A great read!“

Riley Seager, author of *Home Before Dark*—a New York Times bestseller